First off: This was not my Nurse....

and the needle below is about half the size of the one she used. i wrote a big long post about a nurse's visit and satan and hitting the bone with the needle. and having one of the roughest nights i've had so far (Blogger ate half of it, so i deleted the rest, it was starting to sound negative anyway). i couldn't sleep, laydown, sit, see, eat, or stand up, i didn't know whether to s**t or go blind. i itch(ed) from head to toe. the dog pissed somewhere and besides the medicine on my legs that stinks like burning butt-crack and tires, it is all that i can smell. did i mention the infection in my legs, it's worse in the left one than in the right (my leg is actually seeping fluid). i take 4 or 5 shots a day but the one i got last night was a b**ch. hitting the bone is not a good thing. i'm making no sense but i'm kind of twisted right now. a combination of pain, blured vision, burning legs, itching, and knowing i have to get that same shot everyday for the next 6 days is a real friggin' hoot. i need some music in the worst way. the only thing i know is that it's gonna be alright, it always is eventually.

(BTW, it's all Montanus' fault, he had to mention going to the doctor and that must have put the voo-doo whamey on me.)

i've been trying to post this and more for about 3 hours but it just won't work. i tried last night for about 3 hours also, every time i would hit "Publish" half my s**t would disa-friggin-pear. i've had about all i can stand of Blogger! i need to shoot something and throw it on the grill, since i can't do that right now maybe some Oreos will take the edge off. i hope this is not setting the mood for the rest of my weekend, and i hope all of you have a good one. peace.