Day Three…

I got my shot early today, Ceftriaxone mixed with Lidocaine. The nurse said it shouldn’t bother me but it made me sick again but not as bad as the first day. It seems to last for about half a day. Still, I got nothing for the pain. I feel like crap and can’t hardly concentrate on anything, can’t focus. I’ve had antibiotics that made me sick before but it’s not considered a bad reaction unless there‘s joint pain, tongue swelling, a rash, or that kind of thing. I had to do it for ten days one time and you would have thought I was going through chemo or something. I’ve had a lot of antibiotics over the last twelve years, after a while they don’t work as well and I have to change to something else. It’s the same as with pain pills, if I take them now what will I do when it really gets bad (I love it when they say that, “when it really gets bad”) Living with pain is just my way of life, I try like Hell not to complain or even mention it but some days it’s so bad that’s all I can think of. I sure appreciate everyone’s kind words and wishes. Praying for someone is a pretty nice thing to do. Actually the infection is getting better it looks like, the heat in my legs is going down some. I can’t really think of anything else to say, every time I get a train of thought going I have to go to the bathroom, (about every 20 minutes) I’ve gone twice while writing this. Maybe later I’ll work up something less whiney to write about.